Shall it Be

Emotions akin
two souls lost in time
a world apart

searching the night sky
wishing on a star
hoping for the love of life

behind the glow of a screen
clicking of the keys
dancing eyes

message sent with a wink
received with a heart
a friendship buds

with time and patience
love and care
will it bloom

Desire?

Intimidation of desire
hand in hand
both my burden and my craving

to converse with an Angel
whom I hardly know
how can I desire

might it be just a common interest
may it be the contact
of this I know not

a happy confusion
the only way to describe
this is what I feel

finally I hear the music
the missing part of me
near completion but not quite

Thoughts from Work

The night is quite
low murmur of voices
soft hum of the computers

The cleaners quietly move about
a sea of blue across the center floor
slowly fade to black sleep

click, keeping mine awake
all that kills the time away
a paper, pen and my mind

I sit alone everyone around gone
enjoying the solitude
afraid of my thoughts

although it would be normal
tonight is different
someone new holds my thoughts

Bitter ends

In the bluest skies
see the rain
albeit the sun shines

Deep sadness hidden cosmetically
all just a facade
true feeling evident

desire wanes the heart
whittling away judgment
needing to feel loved

spark to life
wake upon a new existence
vision through untainted eyes

touch is a unfelt experience
sensations electric and tingling
kiss illicit

flowing blood
hearts shattered
escape back to darkness